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Tonight seems horrible to me. I'm starting crying, and crying. I also don't know what's going on , but everything looks sad and depressing me. I need a shoulder to crying on, unfortunately there is nobody can let me use their shoulder.

I want someone to talk with, but nobody available for me. Syaila knew I'm in stressed. She advices me to 'selawat and istighfar'. 

My heart bleeding and crying quietly. I'm trying to cool down my feeling but in few days I'm not in good mental condition. Everything depressing me. This moment I really need you, honestly. I want you to hear my problem, my feeling. At the same time I want to hear you say that you always stay by my side during my sadness and my happiness...